xanga...it's been a bit. a little over two months, yes?

sorry, you don't excite me anymore.

i've moved on. i've been seeing other people- facebook in general.

we're happy together, and i think it would be better if we just went our seperate ways for awhile.

i will always remember you, but...i must say goodbye.

my life has gone on, and you, my friend, are just on the sidewalk.

au revoir, mon ami.

Yes, the long ass post has mysteriously vanished (duh duh duhhhhhhhn)

it had to go.  need a fresh start. plus the thought of him infuriates me to the core of my being. have to live and let live, i say.  and it just helps that i told a bunch of people.  makes it that much easier to move on.

anyway.

does anyone still do the xanga thang? seems to be getting pretty tired.

i'm going to have to find some way to fill my time....homework, the t.v. show, teen council, tennis....and lots of partying.  network or something and get to know some people who have parties. on the southside. with black guys.

yyeeeaaaauuuuhh.

leave one. <3

Currently Watching A Different World - Season 1 see related

New Layout, new song.

layout pretty much expresses how i feel.....

why, oh why, did he have to call me back?

why did he have to complicate my life again?? I was fine with him being the scum of the earth, adn then he starts calling again...

You know, i never, ever thought I would be in the situation where I would have two or three guys wanting me all at the same time.  You know, I dreamed about it and stuff, but I never thought it would actually happen.  But it has, and I don't like the feeling.

My decision? None of them.  I think that at this point in the game, there is a reason why I have so many issues keeping a boyfriend. And that is because I am trying to be like alot of other females- trying to have just one.

Ladies, pay very close attention to what I am about to say:

We are 15!!!

why should we feel the need to be with just one person? this is test the water time.  We have all the rest of our lives to be with just one person.

I think society grooms us to be wives, whereas what we should really be doing at this time is testing the waters.

Test the Waters People!!

test the waters.  don't be with just one person and don't let anyone make u feel like you are being a garden tool.  unless you are sleeping with all of them, in which case you are a garden tool.  But please don't do that.   Hang out with everyone.  It's ok.

I think i shall do that because that seems like a good plan.

hit me back.

later days my loves.

p.s.- A Different World kicks major butt.

Currently Reading Odd Girl Out: The Hidden Culture of Aggression in Girls By Rachel Simmons see related

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DR. MARTIN LUTHER KING!!!

What Superheroine Are You?

You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer

"We saved the world. I say we have to party."

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatsuperheroineareyouquiz/

How Daring Are You?

You are a Mild Mama

You don't have to be screaming at the top of your lungs to have a good time You rather chill, soak in the moment, and appreciate life for what it is Guys appreciate your "take life as it comes" approach... (Though they wouldn't mind if you got a little wild from time to time!)

http://ynr.blogthings.com/howdaringareyouquiz/

What Kind of Girl Are You?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books. You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more. For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests. A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatkindofgirlareyouquiz/

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

You Were Pretty Average This Year

You Were 45% Naughty, 55% Nice You tried to be a good girl this year... But as you know, being good isn't that fun! If you're extra sweet, you may have enough time to get on that nice list.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/hownaughtywereyouthisyearquiz/

Is He Just a Hookup?

He Is More Than a Hookup

You've fallen pretty hard for this guy, which could be a great thing. But if he's just looking for a hookup, this spells trouble. If your guy wants something serious, than by all means, step things up. Otherwise, find someone else who's interested in more than a fling.

http://ynr.blogthings.com/ishejustahookupquiz/

more later, i'm actually kind of bored and i have some of that lovely homework to do.

big question:

what do you do if your torn between three guys, all who like you, and all you like but in different ways? 

advice please!!!!

"oh yeah, you're just friends."

"thats right."

"you're not friends. you'll never be friends. you'll be in love until it kills you both.  you'll fight, and you'll shag and you'll hate each other till it makes you quiver but you'll never be friends.  love isn't brains, children, it's blood. blood screamin inside you to work its will.  i may be love's bitch, but at least i'm man enought to admit it."

quote from spike on Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  I think someone somewhere needed to hear that.

So, how was Christmas people? get everything you wanted?

let's see what was on geegee's christmas list...

1. mp3 player- check

2. new clothes- check

3. money- gift card to barnes and noble (but same thing) so check.

4. boyfriend?- hmmm...does it count if i got it after christmas?

what did santa bring you on his sleigh? let me know!!

did anyone else fall in love with these songs this year??

1. Check On It- Beyonce

2. I Gotta Go- Trey Songz

3. Naked- Marques Houston

4. Touch- Omarion

5. Touch It- Busta Rhymes

6. One Thing- Amerie

7. Fresh Azimiz- Bow Wow

8. Like U- Bow Wow/ Ciara

9. Unpredictable- Jamie Foxx

10. Shake It Off- Mariah Carey

11. Andy Milonakis Show Theme Song

12. Alexz Johnson- Waste My Time

13. Gwen Stefani- Luxurious

14. Pussycat Dolls- Don't Cha (remix and original)

15. Black Eyed Peas- My Humps

Leave your name and...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

Amanda

1. damn you can grind

2. ummmm....soo many....aaah...pick one....i gotta go- trey songz

3. blue

4. where my child support?

5. you asking for your child support.

6. a bird cuz u fly!!

April

1. you be jukin so hard at the dances girl!

2. grind on me- pretty ricky

3. hot pink

4. house of mouse

5. report card pickup, i think when we started talking and realized we were in about 3 or 4 of the same classes.

6. cheetah..cuz ur fast when u dancin.

Ona

1. strong girl

2. i can't think of one thats good..hmmm....

3. black

4. belts

5. snake roads...you and chris, my weird crush.

6. tiger cuz u attack...